Wednesday, April 30, 2008
The past few days I have been pondering my decision on leaving the church community once and for all. I have thought through, not being serious, losing the faith, regaining the faith, and losing it all again. It is just... tiring. Quarrel with shepherd. Fear of losing them. Might as well lose them and lose the fear. What about God? I have never said I would forsake him. By going to the church I have. I rely on people more than God. So it is time I should go.
Anyway. DMD this week is a killer. Web design. GUI sketches not approved. Must do pixel character 16 different sizes of 4 views. Pgames go crazy with concept. I thought Games was for slackers. It is NOT! It is less than animation (MAYBE) ... But it is worst than IM. IM may be alot of typing but Games is alot of typing and conceptualising. IM... I'm not sure. Someone talk about IM? Animation is just hardcore motion, motion and more motion. You just can't stop the shit from flowing.
Games you kind of get the shit right on. I really need to draw on God's power instead of stupid people power. CONFIDENCE!
Anyway just lose it all for DMD. It is a NO SLACK. One second slack... Okay not one second. Maybe a few days or one lesson. Once you miss it you are out of the game. Anyway. Time to sign off. I have to relax now. So CYA!
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